Hello everybody... I am sorry but i will have to type a very sad post this time. I will always remember this week.. how it was one of the best weeks in my entire life.. with u by my side... I was more than happy.. overjoyed... i really love you... I hope that you would not continue to hurt urself by believeing things that mabey un true... yeah, true that we may hurt each other... but its a way of life.. we should over come it together.. regardless of what other people say... always trust urself and what u think is best.... turn to God if needed... I really love you and hope you would stop thinking so much.... it pains me to know that u are crying.... I wan to know what ur doing every second and every moment of the day... knowing that u are safe and sound.... I miss u... I miss u alot alot... I wan you to be my first and the last... I wan to be by ur side.... ur not bad... its just that u choose to be... ur are good.... u are good.. thats why i choosed you... I really love you... I really miss you.... well... i guess this is all i have to say.... as tears flow down my cheek... i really hope... its not the end.... its the beginning of the end... I love you... C....