well, this is officially the first day of 2012:D i cant say im rather sad or i cant say im rather happpy~ just in the middle! well, to me theres no such thing as sadness, only happy, less happy, very happy and etc. :D

Sometimes, doing your best isant enough.. you need just a little help from God to make it better. I have done my very best. Its time to sit back and let nature take its course.. Deep down, i do hope something will happen.. but i have to be patient. Let God do his work..

people make mistakes all the time. big ones, small ones little ones but everything can be forgiven. theres no unforgivable mistake. I treasure this friendship more than a jewel or a precious stone. It is something rare and unique everybody would feel but not know. Im ready to find this jewel again. The problem is, will this jewel let me find it? all friends are jewels some are just treasured more by its owners.

lucius :D