well, I wouldnt say this is a interesting post, nor would I say this is a happy post. Im sort of like lost.... I really hate my life right now. Its like, so dull.... theres school, home, study, npcc. wow. I feel as if im working 24hours. I wouldnt say I look tired however, I feel mentally tired, it is a feeling of how my brain hasnt slept for a few years... I have school from 9-6 almost everyday and imagine if theres extra lessons.. than I have to go home and study... I have 6 subjects, 3 science the rest maths. imagine what it is like... my fridays end early.. but I have to go down for nPCC. It doesnt feel good at all. I wouldnt say I hate NPCC but i would say it time I resign... yupp, people may be as busy as me, however, are they me? no they are n0t.. everyone has their own limits. some may be short, some may be long. you may be as busy as me, however you are n0t me. I know my own limits, you know ur own. How is it possible you know mine? Im tired.. yes.. I plan to resign this year. butt there are so many different factors affecting it.. I really dont know. my life is rather dull, study and etc. but if I resign, would my life get any more interesting? I wana go university... but I have some shit GPA. Im really hopinh to get a 3.4 for this term GPA. Im studying like a mad dog. but i wonder how much would it be enough? I would not like to stay a CI through my poly life. I want to explore other things. dance prehaps? or music? mabey event coordinate an tp event..I really hope to be able to get my opend with stuff.. well, all the best. Bye!