HAHAHAS: )

2012-01-28T07:29:00.001-08:00

As the days come by, I realize that study is important for every single person who is born in singapore. chances are, more than half of this singaporeans will just go to poly and start work after that. Not many would go to university. We are stuck in a system where only the smartest and the most hardworking person would survive. It is a system where the smartest would rule over the smart and the smart would live to defend the smarter ones.

2012-01-26T07:41:00.000-08:00

well, I wouldnt say this is a interesting post, nor would I say this is a happy post. Im sort of like lost.... I really hate my life right now. Its like, so dull.... theres school, home, study, npcc. wow. I feel as if im working 24hours. I wouldnt say I look tired however, I feel mentally tired, it is a feeling of how my brain hasnt slept for a few years... I have school from 9-6 almost everyday and imagine if theres extra lessons.. than I have to go home and study... I have 6 subjects, 3 science the rest maths. imagine what it is like... my fridays end early.. but I have to go down for nPCC. It doesnt feel good at all. I wouldnt say I hate NPCC but i would say it time I resign... yupp, people may be as busy as me, however, are they me? no they are n0t.. everyone has their own limits. some may be short, some may be long. you may be as busy as me, however you are n0t me. I know my own limits, you know ur own. How is it possible you know mine? Im tired.. yes.. I plan to resign this year. butt there are so many different factors affecting it.. I really dont know. my life is rather dull, study and etc. but if I resign, would my life get any more interesting? I wana go university... but I have some shit GPA. Im really hopinh to get a 3.4 for this term GPA. Im studying like a mad dog. but i wonder how much would it be enough? I would not like to stay a CI through my poly life. I want to explore other things. dance prehaps? or music? mabey event coordinate an tp event..I really hope to be able to get my opend with stuff.. well, all the best. Bye!

2011-12-31T09:58:00.000-08:00

Good evening people,

well, this is officially the first day of 2012:D i cant say im rather sad or i cant say im rather happpy~ just in the middle! well, to me theres no such thing as sadness, only happy, less happy, very happy and etc. :D

Sometimes, doing your best isant enough.. you need just a little help from God to make it better. I have done my very best. Its time to sit back and let nature take its course.. Deep down, i do hope something will happen.. but i have to be patient. Let God do his work..

people make mistakes all the time. big ones, small ones little ones but everything can be forgiven. theres no unforgivable mistake. I treasure this friendship more than a jewel or a precious stone. It is something rare and unique everybody would feel but not know. Im ready to find this jewel again. The problem is, will this jewel let me find it? all friends are jewels some are just treasured more by its owners.

lucius :D

2011-10-25T06:00:00.001-07:00

Just another day at school which ended at 7. screw balls.. Im wondering.. should it all happen again? would you hurt me again like you did before? i duno.. i lost trust.. which is the most important thing in friendship. wow. what should i do... what should i do.

2011-10-23T07:37:00.001-07:00

Well, I am posting again.. hmm,.. went to watch paranormal activity 3 with people.. and you. I dont know why... I am feeling so wierd.. I feel its kinda stupid. You were the first to me in everything... better than the rest of them.. better than anyone.. I was willing to protect you no matter what happen.. It fills wierd though.. as if my own left arm betrayed me.. I cant believe it.. Its a wierd feeling in me now.. I hate it.. screw it. I dont know.. or mabey what did i even do to deserve this? I guess its my fault again. stupid me stupid me.. haiz. tomorrow start school looooo... hope I make lots of new friends! screw it.. i find it super weird. Its not like before... however the memoires... its like wiping 3 years off my life.. yeah people say cut down one tree to save the forest. but what if the tree could be healed? screw~ alright.. I dont blame you. not your ffault.. mine. kk. gtg! school tomorrow! nitz! got to wake at 7.

2011-10-21T08:26:00.001-07:00

I dont know why.. everytime I see your photo I feel like crying.. arghh that shouldnt be happening at all! totally.. I dont believe it.. I cant believe it.. I...

2011-10-21T08:12:00.000-07:00

Well, I have really no idea how to put this feeling as.. it sucks truly. I sort things out with her. But.. somehow.. I have a really weird feeling in me... its like i duno.. something annoying.. argh.. I need advice now... I guess its cause I myself cant accept the fact that i really do miss her.. well.. I guess the other side is telling me what and idiot I have been.... well.. I have no idea how to put things straight. argh.. How i wish things were better... screw myself kay. its all my fault.. haiz. I really dont how to move on.. its like navigating thru a forest a guide comes and direct you the way and half way thru he dissapear leaving you in the forest. you continue walking and fall in a pit a pit where you manage to climb out put appear infront of a sign board, which says go left to the native tribes, go right home. this sucks. Well.. screw me:D screw it. and while walking there are snakes and obstacles biting you at every corner. the worst one which is the sun which shines on you every day and leaves you in coldness everynight.. I hate it.. I really miss you.. I really am crazy.. I really am stupid..

2011-10-05T22:48:00.000-07:00

She's sitting at the table, the hours get later
He was supposed to be here
She's sure he would have called
She waits a little longer, there's no one in the driveway
No one's said they've seen him
Why, is something wrong?
She looks back to the window
Suddenly the phone rings
A voice says something's happened
That she should come right now
Her mind goes to December
She thinks of when he asked her
He bent down on his knees first
And he said

[Chorus:]
I want you forever, forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together
Forever and always

[Verse 2:]
She pulls up to the entrance
She walks right to the front desk
They lead her down a million halls, a maze that's never ending
They talk about what happened but she can barely hear them
She tries to keep a straight face as she walks into the room
She sits by his bedside, holds his hand too tight
They talk about the kids they're gonna have and the good life
The house on the hillside, where they would stay

[Chorus:]
Stay there forever, forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together, and always remember
Whether rich or for poor or for better
We'll still love each other, forever and always

[Bridge:]
Then she gets an idea and calls in the nurses
Brings up the chaplain and he says a couple verses
She borrows some rings from the couple next door
Everybody's laughing as the tears fall on the floor
She looks into his eyes, and she says

[Chorus:]
I want you forever, forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together, and always remember
Whether happy or sad or whatever
We'll still love each other, forever and always
Forever and always, forever and always

She finishes the vows but the beeps are getting too slow
His voice is almost too low
As he says, I love you forever, forever and always
Please just remember even if I'm not there
I'll always love you, forever and always

2011-10-01T11:43:00.000-07:00

You know, its been a very long time and I still miss you alot.. I cant believe it.. I also duno why.. the feelings not good okay... every night I sit in my balcony looking at the night sky wishing you were here with me... I really love you... although it was only a short week, the images keep going through my mind.. the movie... the saturday... I realised this changed a great part of my life.. I still really dont know what to do... I really miss you.. its like a wound that can lead only to life or death...

I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear
Every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you, sha la la la la
I miss you

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmania.com/i_miss_you_lyrics_miley_cyrus.html
All about Miley Cyrus: http://www.musictory.com/music/Miley+Cyrus

2011-09-23T07:19:00.000-07:00

Hey all,, today is shall post something about some one!.. hahaha~

Time flies! finally graduate uhh... yupp.. I really duno what to say. grow up liao loh! haha.

Well, I would like to wish u all the best in whatever task ur assigned to next time, I wan u to know that I wouold be supporting u in whatever u plan to do. I may not get a chance to say this to you but well, I still miss those times we were tgt, all the fun and laughter. miss ur smile. so funny and retarded. Missed how we would often meet up for fun. In summary, all the best for ur up coming Nlvls. I know u can get A for everything! Try ur best! nothing is impossible. Finally, I would always be supporting u from behind...:D

Ps: After that we should go and catch a movie. Whenever I watch a movie with my friends.. I feel rather empty.. cause ur not there..:D

2011-09-20T05:50:00.000-07:00

I have no idea whats happening... tired.. screwed... fk..

2011-09-11T06:55:00.001-07:00

I really miss u.. I really love u.. I really want u...

please..

2011-08-28T11:53:00.000-07:00

I hope we could be tgt... well.. I really love u still.. akward right.. well.. studying.. haha. nvr sleep for 2 day le! oops. insomeia i guess.. sucks lah, well. happy keeping awake people. I shall be studying for exams. after exam than sleep bah. hehe.

2011-08-23T07:42:00.000-07:00

Ps.. please dont move away from Tampines....

2011-08-23T07:32:00.001-07:00

Well..... I have decided to post again... , its been 34 days, since thAt happened... and im wondering, whats gona happen in the future? its really..... a very though time,..... having study break this week and the word break makes me feel how bad im feeling right now.... i see but didnt help... know but didnt try...

Very stressed up with npcc lately... hmm im still wondering whether the decision still stands. I think im suffering from depresssion cause of it lah... everyday oso cannot sleep one... i dont dare to sleep.... screw lah.

kk. finish liaoz~ wish me luck for exams:D

ps: I hope this helps.. I love you..

2011-08-01T03:19:00.000-07:00

I feel bad.. pretty bad.. really very bad... I cant take it lah kay... screw this.. im gona fail CKT test. oh wow.. havnt talk to u for days... zzzzzzzzz talk to u also so cold.. wtf.. i duno what else to do lerhs. this sucks kay... i miss your cuteness.. miss everything about you last time... what happened? wtf happened? this just sucks. okay, im typing rubbish. bye bye. gtg study.

2011-07-26T09:15:00.000-07:00

Well... u may nvr experience this before... but I promise...

Never to leave u when u nid me

To always be by ur side

To always be true to u

Never lie to you

To jio you back

To make you smile:)

2011-07-25T08:46:00.001-07:00

I will wait.. But I cant go waiting forever.. its ur choice in the end.. make it right.. I really love you... please change ur mindset... Im sorry if i dont reply you..

2011-07-20T04:33:00.000-07:00

Hello everybody... I am sorry but i will have to type a very sad post this time. I will always remember this week.. how it was one of the best weeks in my entire life.. with u by my side... I was more than happy.. overjoyed... i really love you... I hope that you would not continue to hurt urself by believeing things that mabey un true... yeah, true that we may hurt each other... but its a way of life.. we should over come it together.. regardless of what other people say... always trust urself and what u think is best.... turn to God if needed... I really love you and hope you would stop thinking so much.... it pains me to know that u are crying.... I wan to know what ur doing every second and every moment of the day... knowing that u are safe and sound.... I miss u... I miss u alot alot... I wan you to be my first and the last... I wan to be by ur side.... ur not bad... its just that u choose to be... ur are good.... u are good.. thats why i choosed you... I really love you... I really miss you.... well... i guess this is all i have to say.... as tears flow down my cheek... i really hope... its not the end.... its the beginning of the end... I love you... C....

2011-07-14T05:05:00.000-07:00

I love you alot. Please be by my side forever:D

Love, Lucius:D

2011-07-06T07:34:00.000-07:00

hello everyone!

Well, just a little update, I met this not perfect but wonderful and beautiful girl who came into my life. ILY alot:D well, casue of her I guess most things are possible! she's always cute and im gona be there for her no matter what happens:D Through thick or thin i promise I will always be there! :D well, enough said bout her or this post will never end.

ILY Dear and never fear lucius is here~

kk. GTG and bye bye~

2011-05-17T08:57:00.000-07:00

I am back! well.. things has been going on fine i guess~ hmm.. Became a CI finally.. STRESSED TTM sia.. so many things to do.. so little time..

Kk.. well, you have been my best friend.. but u disappointed me.. I am sorry.. I just cant accept the fact that u lied.. I hate lies. Please change.. I really did liked you.. But.. i guess good things come to an end.. I am left broken.. and ur left lonely.. how did this happen? How could it happen? I guess it is just not meant to be.. I gave you my best.. nothing but my best.. but people change.. things change.. you change.. I failed.. failed as a friend... just wanted the best for you... but the best for u is not what i show on the outside.. is what i try to change on the inside.. The sun rises from the east.. and must always set on the west...

Kk.. gtg! good nightz..

2010-09-02T08:10:00.000-07:00

i have lost hope in everything....

you will alway be my very best friend... forever

2010-08-10T06:05:00.000-07:00

A Friendship Lost

I remember the time not long ago
When we laughed and shared it all
We were the very best of friends
Or at least that’s what I thought.
I often wonder why friendships end
What happens to sever that tie
How can someone once so close
Just wave you off with a good bye
I must have been lacking
I must have been wrong
I wasn’t the friend to you
That you were to me all along.
I thought I was loyal
I know I was true
But something went wrong
Now there’s nothing to do
A friendship lost
Is a very sad thing
The angels weep instead of sing.

Source: Friendship Lost, Broken Friendship Poems http://www.familyfriendpoems.com/friend/poetry.asp?poem=15005#ixzz0wGc8Cqwg

Together Forever?

We hung out almost anywhere,
with one another.
We were always
together,
You said forever.
When we came to
high school,
I tried to hold
on to you.
So I finally
gave up.
So I now hold,
on to the memories.
You come to talk,
once in a while,
But I only give,
you a smile.
I'm trying not,
to cry,
All I was to do
is say BYE.

Source: Friendship Ending, Sad Friendship Poems http://www.familyfriendpoems.com/friend/poetry.asp?poem=21247#ixzz0wGdW7S7T

2010-08-03T08:51:00.001-07:00

come back quickly come back now
come back safely come back sound...
I miss you now!

2010-07-26T04:57:00.000-07:00

A BETTER TOMORROW

Author: Yvonne Warren

I never knew there would be a better tomorrow
But you've come into my life and taken away all my sorrow

My days of sadness are a thing of the past
Because I have found true love at last

My days of emptiness are gone for good
Because you fill a void in my heart that you should

You've opened a window
You've shown me the light
And my love for you will continue to burn bright.

2010-07-11T06:28:00.001-07:00

I HATE YOU

2010-06-26T03:49:00.000-07:00

Confused

What is this feeling I have?
I seem to love you
But other times I seem to loathe you

I can't be without you
Or maybe just without anyone
I think about you all the time
But why do I have this feeling?

I long for your voice
And I would die to hear your laugh
But is this love
Or merely lust?

by Gary R. Hess


lucius~

2010-06-01T09:08:00.000-07:00

heyyys

Went bugis today to get some books. hahas~
v, cheap, 6 bucks only. hahas yawn
then after that went somewhere i shouldnt have...
zzz(guess)
hehe~
well, after that went home~ haixzz
dinner eat finish...
ai yah,
i duno what post le!!
haha~
kay
gtg

byeesss

lucius~

2010-05-28T09:24:00.001-07:00

DAmn, i seriously got no time sia!!!!
kay. this will be my post for the day..
haha.

gtg~

byeee!~!!!

2010-05-27T07:55:00.000-07:00

kayszz

yawn... going sleep le. what a boring day 2 day. MUst get B for chinese. haha

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lucius~

2010-05-26T06:14:00.000-07:00

haha

just finish night classes. kinda bored. yawnzzz!!
kk, going to study le. again. haiz

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betrayal is sweet for those who do it.

lucius~

2010-05-25T04:35:00.000-07:00

Yawnzz

Tired today... got spors day. haha. retarded luh. i was sitting on the chairs doing nothing for 3 hours. damn waste time de sia... okay, after that went to watch a movie. Robin hood... wah lao. so stupid. abit boring luh. haha make all of us sleep. Then, we went to buy headphones!!! i got the Gold one.. haha. so shinning. kay i think thats all le. hahas. as promised, i will countdown for u.

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days left.

lucius~ hahas~

2010-05-24T06:20:00.000-07:00

OKay okay..

As i promised somebody~ i will try to blogs even though i dun have time!!! haha. kays ~ just come back from night study.. sian tired. whole day in school le. Tmr got sports say le. sianzz... go there slack nia...

Have fun kays!!! dun forget to be happy ALWAYS. And dun break the light!!! its v. Cute!!! hehe.

lucius~~

2010-05-16T03:20:00.000-07:00

I place our friendship in a circle
For I know it can never end
I can try to hide my feelings
I can try to pretend

But in the end I know
That the truth will be
Because in my heart I know
You mean the world to me

This wasn't supposed to be easy
But after everything we've done together
I can't just let go now
Because I thought this was forever

All the memories I have of us
They'll live on forever
Even if I come to find
As best friends we're no longer together

I'm beginning to accept that
People have to go their different ways
In my mind I always though
We would never go astray

It's hard to believe that
People change and people grow
Is this really happening?
Or is it one big show?

I know I'm not strong enough
To keep on going like this
Because being best friends
I'd amazingly miss

If this happens
If it's really true
My loss would be huge
I'd be lost without you
Sarah L Costel

byeess.....

2010-05-06T07:25:00.000-07:00

Exams are all screwed..... damn..... well short of communication now a days. zzz knew this would cme le. its just like the ability to predict the future. all soo wierd. so so wierd. anyways. Wish everyone luck for the exams.

2010-04-22T07:24:00.000-07:00

Sad sad life~
sianz

lucius~

2010-04-10T17:31:00.000-07:00

NPCC-SOMETHING THAT WAS WORTH JOINING

I guess this is something everyone will type when it comes to the end of this CCA. looking through the years i have spend in NPCC, i realised that it all passed so fast. From a cadet to a NCO.

Remembering my sec 1 days, i realised how worthwhile the trainings were and how punishments were important as they help us to realised my mistake. i recalled myself as a small timid little boy, always standing at the back of the squad when we were told to fall in. Most of the times, confidence was something lacking in me and it was a sure fail for . Vividly remembering the sec 1 annual, i recalled it as a difficult but enjoyable camp. we were made to walk around the school in the dark and waited as the current badge of Ncos tried to scare us~ It sounds fun, but, it was indeed very scary. (many girls screamed). hehe~ Seeing someone that holds a camerer, the first thoughts i had in my mind was that he was a private photographer. Thus, this coincidentally happened when i saw Sir Zaki with a camerer standing on the parade ground. Later did i know, he was someone that could change the fate of the unit and was the best HO to us all. As the sec 1 years drew to a end, i started to catch something that i could never have caught without this CCAs help. CONFIDENCE.

Moving on to sec 2, i joined the NPCC Annual parade. It was such a experience. we were the GOH that year. so, we got to carry rifles. I still remember the training.It was tiring, yet eventful. It was such an honour to march out of the holding ground, into the parade square as the GOH. The food there was good too. We had fries, nuggets etc etc. Most of the weeks, we were given junk food!!! Well, the thing i remember most there was the seniors we made friends with. Most of the times, they would keep talking rubbish in the bus and made us laugh like siao. It was such a joyful time after every training. Back to unit, i joined the Camp-craft competition. WOW it was such a experience. We had to build a tent in like 10mins. Pegging, knots and all. I would never forget the trainings we had during this period of time. It was like, Tuesday and Thursday were camp craft trainings and Fridays were NPAP trainings. Sometimes, there were even trainings on Wednesdays~ Well, this were two of the core activities i did when i was a Sec 2. It was both fun and eventful. Something that i would regret joining if i didnt.

Secondary 3. Another year that was proof unforgettable. This year, i joined the NPCC Annual Parade again.This year, without the seniors but the juniors instead. They were kinda anti-social at that point of time, so we grouped among ourselves instead. I can still recall the sec 3s who went. Me, Gwen, Don , Kharaini and JoEy.Even still, we made friends with cadets from other units. The most Sociable ones were from Pasir-ris. I remebered the times we used to exchange information about each others units and talk about NPCC. Well, i made A GREAT friend from there, name was jia ji~ He was made the CHAIRMAN of their unit after that. hehe~ Gratz~ Well, on the last day of this parade, we couldnt help but miss each other. We took plenty of photos and exchange numbers~Moving back to the unit, we had already taken over and plans for the first parade were draft out. However, H1N1 stopped us and we lost plenty of parades to that. Sec 3 life in NPCC was wonderful~ haha~

Lastly, SEc 4, haha, the pop year.Well, this year i couldn't join the camp-craft competition( parents dun allow) but, at least i passed a few more subjects~ haha. Well, i will never forget this chance to be able to lead a squad of people.I would also never forget this experience of how i commanded and taught drills to juniors.
It was something fun and eventful, something which we can learn from.The annual camp was the best~ Wow, what a celebration. HAha. Having meetings every Wednesday was just tiring but, it was something worth attending.We would never have planned every parade properly without those meetings. Sec4 life in NPCC was unforgettable.

Well, to end it all, my time as a NPCC CADET and NCO is over. Tomorrow is the passing out parade where the duty would be handed over to the current sec 3s. The future cadet leaders.The final chapter has already been written and my NPCC life would come to an end.I cant help but really wonder what would NPCC become when the new Cadet leaders take over.May God always help them and be with them. May the unit rise to even Greater achievements.

A special THANK YOU i would like to say to this following Sirs and Ma'am. Mrs. Teo, Mrs. Lin, Sir Zaki, Sir Xin Yi, Sir Wei Liang, Sir Boon Hui,Ma'am Brenda, Ma'am Eliza, Ma'am Dorothea, Sir jeremy, Sir Alex, and lastly, Sir Rayyan and Mr. Norsham.
Without you, none of my achievements would be possible. I really thank your from the bottom of my heart. In all, i would like to thank my seniors and juniors who made my NPCC life memorable.

Finally, without my lord and Savior, nothing of this story would have been possible.

THANK YOU.

2010-04-02T09:00:00.001-07:00

For My Best Friend
© Anon

This is for you, my best friend,
the one person i can tell my soul too
Who can relate to me like no other
Who I can laugh with to no extents,
Who I can cry too when times are tough,
Who can help me with the problems of my life.

Never have you turned your back on me
Or told me I wasnt good enough
Or let me down

I don't think you know what that means to me
You have went through so much pain and you still have time
For me.
And I love you for listening even when inside YOU are dying
And I look up too you because you are strong,
and caring
and beautiful.
Even though you don't think you are.

And I hope you know that I am always here
To listen to you laugh and cry and help
In all the ways that i can
And I will try to be at least half the friend you are
To me.

I hope you know I would not be the person I am today, with out you.
My best friend.

2010-04-02T08:43:00.000-07:00

OKay,

Lets get THIS awfully straight. I wouldnt be updating my blog NOW, At THIS TIME, and not at THIS date if someone hadnt ask me too!!!

lol~ well~ today was kinda fun. went out to watch a movie called DIARY OF A WHIMPY KID. HAHA, very retarded show. Couldnt stop laughing. haha. went with only two people. well, the retarded thing was, we bought a FAMILY SET and we COULNDT FINISH ALL THE FOOD. there was like lots of them left. oh, and the funny thing was, SOMEBODY didnt want to contribute and help us EAT THEM UP. arghh. lol. well, that was kinda all that happened today.

currently watching channel 5. its a NICE show~.haha.

got to go!

LucIus~ (GeNeRaL)

2010-03-16T17:39:00.000-07:00

1. Always stay positive through the thick and thin.
2. Never give up though things seem against you
3. Fight for what is right and not for what is wrong.
4. Losing is just another way of learning.
5. Seek God in times of need always.

lucius :)

2010-03-08T06:47:00.000-08:00

Loosing a best friend
by Vishakh
As I sit and think about me and you
and about the things we used to do

We used to talk on and on everyday
never used to bother what the others say

We spent hours talking on the phone
whenever we felt we were alone

We did favours and helped each other
now it seems you chose another

You said our friendship is never ending
But it seems it needs some mending

Never thought of loosing a best friend
I hate to know that it is the end

Thought you would be with me here
by my side through all the years

Now you have left me torn apart
with tears in my eyes and a broken heart

Looked like our friendship would last
but it looks like a thing of the past

You hate me and I don't know why
I just don't wanna say goodbye

Maybe its because I'm bad
or thought of me make you mad

You an leave me or you can lie
but I will never say goodbye

You walk close to me
but u pass me by
and you pretend that
our freindship was lie

I wipe the tears of my eyes
and try to forget all your lies

Never knew this is how it would end
loosing my best friend !

lucius~

2010-02-26T06:56:00.001-08:00

I have a best friend...
In the sandbox we used to play,
We grew up with eachother,
but things ended up this way

I began to meet some new friends,
they all seemed pretty nice,
You told me they were the wrong crew,
But I didn't take your advice

I started smoking and drinking,
sneaking out and skipping school,
I never returned your phonecalls
because I was just too cool

I never told you the truth,
I just had to lie,
You told me I needed help
And all I could say was why?

I went to a party that night,
And I got so messed up I couldn't talk,
I tried to cross the street,
but I could barely walk

I heard a loud engine,
and I saw a bright light,
I then felt a great shove,
and I looked to my right

You'd been hit by a Semi,
With all the blood I could see,
You just pushed me out of the way
And that's how it had to be

A tear rolled down my face,
I could tell that you were dead,
I hugged your lifeless body
and wished it was me instead

I've been sober for 3 years,
and I have many more to spend,
I have my guardian angel,
I have a best friend...

lucius.....

2010-02-17T04:29:00.000-08:00

A BEST FRIEND
A best friend
is always there,
whether you need advice,
or a pep talk,
or even a shoulder to cry on.
A best friend
listens with her heart
and is always honest with you,
even though the truth
may not be
what you want to hear.
A best friend
knows all your secrets,
understands your fears
shares your dreams.
A best friend
never stops believing in you
even if you give up
on yourself.
you are
that kind of friend
to me.
And no matter what happens,
you always will be.
You are my best friend....
my forever friend.

- Renee Duvall

2010-02-14T06:24:00.001-08:00

heyy

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE.
lol

well last night, i camped over at my grandparents place.
went to china town until 5 AM. damn cool i tell u. very crowded

The train is MINE MUAHAHHA

well, blogger fails at uploading pics so i will upload on facebook instead.

BYEE!

2010-01-31T06:29:00.000-08:00

School again...
so fast.
Damn~
well good luck
bye!

GOOD NITZ!
dream sweet~~~

lucius :)

2010-01-28T06:35:00.000-08:00

YAWN,
i just got back from tuition.
wah sianz... so late.
well i think this totally sucks..
i sleep at 12 EVERYDAY. YAWN.
well i got to get back to my work
BYE!
BTW
i m in CNY CELEBRATION FOR PA CREW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

luicus:))

2010-01-23T08:11:00.000-08:00

Haiz....

the sleepless nights....
I can never want to sleep....I am just tired...

This year sucks the most....I hate it.
Haiz

2010-01-20T03:27:00.000-08:00

As time goes by, i realiesd that its just too short.

In 9 months time, OLD levels.
In 1 year time, jc/poly
In 4 years time, army
In 6 years time, university,
In 8 years time, out to work....

Haiz, time passes so fast.Well,its just life,
Preparation for o lvls have started,its just so fast.....
Haiz.i will always remember what school was and the happy times there is.

If there was more time
I'd write a poem or two more

If there was more time
I'd watch
the dawn every day

If there was more time
I'd hug more people

If there was more time
I wouldn't miss anyone I love

If there was more time
I would have got to know you more.

When there's more time
I'll learn from all my mistakes

When there's more time
I'll eat breakfast every day

When there's more time
I'll dance wild in every way

When there's more time
I will be with you all

When there's more time
I will still think of you.

Too little time
For all the things I want to do

Too little time
To laugh and to boo

Too little time
To fit this big world in

Too little time
To spend it all blue

Too little time
Of seeing the light in you

This time
I will learn

This time
I will grow

This time
I will know

This time
I will fly

This time
We'll touch the sky

And you my friend, are the reason why.

lucius

2010-01-13T07:35:00.000-08:00

True colours are hidden behind the very faces of people

lucius:)))

2010-01-12T07:36:00.000-08:00

Remembering my classmates, after few years,
My eyes were filled with tears,
Everyone now is busy a lot,
No one escaped destiny's plot.
Saw the girl, whom I thought as my best friend,
Oops! Today she is someone else's girl friend,
After months, remembered about her for little while,
Heard she is happy, that made me smile.
Project reviews to practicals & interviews,
Nicknames to last bench games,
Dance rehearsals to love propsals,
Short term crushes to classroom blushes.
Everything is fresh in our minds,
Wish life could just rewind,
Let's laugh, play & rejoice,
Once again become school guys.
Chatting & laughing, we all were in elation,
Till the painful moment of seperation,
When it was time to part,
We returned with a heavy heart.
Today life is full of commitments,
And too many worries,
But those cherished moments,
Will live forever in our memories ! ! !

lucius!!!!:)

2010-01-08T06:34:00.000-08:00

life is like this!accept facts tat are not meant to happen. be happy!

lucius:)(

2010-01-03T01:23:00.000-08:00

DAMN...

holidays reali pass veri quick when ur having fun. well jus came bakc from church camp not long ago.i cnt tell you how much fun i had cause it was totally awesome.the last day was the best. singing,dancing,bridge totally COOL..well ,i will be looking 4 ward to 2 camp hehe!Must have more outreaches lol.

I hav sch tmr finally. lol well happy new year to everyone. may u achieve ALL UR GOALS!!!!

Always REMEMBER: GODS LOVE IS FOREVER

lucius:)

2009-12-27T06:43:00.000-08:00

hellooo...

im leaving 4 church camp tmr. man its tiring... its my 4th camp already.oh and oli half of my hw is done....woah... good luck to me man..well gtg
CYA!!

lucius:)(

Its a joy 2 hear ur voice and msgssss......

2009-12-07T05:25:00.001-08:00

currently in thailand. :D

having loads and loads and loads of fun. of course, i also miss my friends back in spore. hahas. :D

will have a lot story tell ya'll. ask me tho. ;D

cheers.

2009-12-05T05:46:00.000-08:00

hi!

kay finally posting again, however i m leaving for thailand tmr thus nt able to do so. lol. well, gtg le. tmr nida wake up at 4am. take care everyone....

lucius!

2009-11-13T04:18:00.000-08:00

heyy

finally! the last day of the one prep prog.FINALLY so tired. lol. well i guess i learn smething still though lol. kay. gtg.

bye!

lucius ;)

2009-11-04T03:05:00.000-08:00

yeah! lets start studying. AHAHAHA~~

lucius!!!!

2009-10-31T06:21:00.001-07:00

ARGHHH 40% of my body sunburn! wah kao. i look darker den usual le.

lucius

2009-10-29T04:40:00.000-07:00

heyy all!

Man! i m so happy! wouldnt retain and wouldnt drop!yay!!! I would like to thank everyone who was there 4 me in times of need. I reali needed ur encouragement.

THANK YOU.

Most of all, i would like to thank GOD 4 being there 4 me whenever i need him. This is a miracle and i know it.

without him,
I m nonthing,
with him,
I everything,

ALl the best to everyone

2009-10-28T04:31:00.000-07:00

phillipian 4.13

lucius~

2009-10-27T05:45:00.000-07:00

hi all~

this is life~. sucks so bad.If onli i could turn back the clock.............well onli GOD can save me now. how i wish a miracle may happen......

What to say, Lord? It's
You who gave me life and I
Can't explain just how
Much You mean to me now
That You have saved me, Lord
I give all that I am to You
That everyday I can
Be a light that shines Your name

Everyday, Lord, I'll
Learn to stand upon Your word
And I pray that I
That I might come to know You more
That You would guide me with every single step I take, that
Everyday I can
Be Your light unto the world

Everyday, it's You I live for
Everyday, I'll follow after You
Everyday, I'll walk with You, my Lord

Everyday, Lord, I'll
Learn to stand upon Your word
And I pray that I
That I might come to know You more
That You would guide me with every single step I take, that
Everyday I can
Be Your light unto the world

Everyday, it's You I live for
Everyday, I'll follow after You
Everyday, I'll walk with You, my Lord

It's You I live for, everyday
It's You I live for, everyday
It's You I live for, everyday
It's You I live for, everyday

Everyday, it's You I live for
Everyday, I'll follow after You
Everyday, I'll walk with You, my Lord

Everyday, it's You I live for
Everyday, I'll follow after You
Everyday, I'll walk with You, my Lord

lucius~

2009-10-25T06:53:00.000-07:00

yo!

ITs 5 days before i know my promotion result. Hope i promote to sec 4!
yeah!~

lucius~

2009-10-25T00:36:00.000-07:00

hellohello (:

im posting on lucius' blog now. LOLOLOL. seriously lah, LUCIUS! you better go start posting pics. this is gna be the first and probably the last time imma gna post here. its YOUR show after this, boy. >:T

so, since im here, i'll say wht i experienced doing the skin for him. ==

first, was talking to him on the phone, then he didnt want to go msn, so i threatened him to go online or i will anyhow change skin. XD then he took 10,000 years to choose one.

after tht, i changed, and EDITED A LOT of his grammar [geez, you fail eng ah?]. seriously. it was horrible, i cant let it be. D:<

then i edited, but then i had to change tagboard. cuz i wanted to change colour of it to fit the skin, but then he forgot his tagboard user and pass. ==

so thts why it took 10,000,000 years to change this thing. LOLOLOL.

okay, this place is seriously deprived of pics. >:T

LUCIUS! you'd better revive this thing. grr..

[: JERLYN

2009-10-20T07:24:00.000-07:00

today,
i hate my results.
I NIDA GO SEC 4 arghhh!

bye

2009-10-06T07:29:00.000-07:00

EXAMS,
the most irritating thing in my life~.

2009-09-22T05:14:00.001-07:00

pra, kaz, haziq and nic eating lol!

josh eating!

hi,

well today was a buy day..... didnt get home until 7. ai yah so sianz. zzzz got chinese mock test just after sch. zzzz well. we gt a chance 2 go kfc for lunch.hehe kaz laugh until sme siao zb. kao foor go up his nose again. sick sia lol. kay gtg study le.

bye!!

2009-09-21T05:22:00.000-07:00

DINNER! looks good doesnt it!!!~

heyys!

today was broing. like totally. lol wake up and studied till 5. ai yah! well went out 4 dinner andfor some stuff. dinner was totLLY DELICIOUS! yum! kay, den went to buy stuff food. hehe bought so much chocolate!.

well tats all 4 now

byees!

2009-09-15T07:02:00.000-07:00

hi,
home work is damn lots!arghhhh and parents sucks zzzz

byeee

2009-09-13T07:15:00.000-07:00

hey,

OMG i forgot bout pa crew training until today. ARGHHHHH so screwed. too busy with work le. arghhhh damn the results damn it all!!!!!!!!

2009-09-12T07:23:00.000-07:00

got this picture of a car, damn nice lar.

heyys,

had npcc quiz stuff today. had 2 meet at 10.30 in full u! then hor, walk into the toilet, 1st thing c sir zaki face and the others. shocking !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!well this whole thing took up my whole afternoon. then somemore sir zaki had a friendly chat with us, hungry............. . well we finally had lunch and breakfast at 4. zzzzzz ! after tat rush 2 chuch hehe, made it on time! service was awesome man! there was this like good speaker. Tamara winlso, she prayed 4 the entire congregation for blessing in studies . totally cool, feel so good now. den, as i was bout to put my stuff into my car, saw her lar. then dunno why i suddenly wave! then she wave back aiyah! felt so good man! hahas. my fren looked at me so diaoed!well thats all 4 today!

byees!!

2009-09-11T05:38:00.000-07:00

a pic of tp corridor( so bo liao)

today,few more days before holiday ends. lol anyway , had ss sup today. woah so damn broing cher was repeating wat he taught us already. shoudlnt hav gone man. it was like from 9-11 woah! 2 full hrs man. well after tat we went 4 lunch. decided to go tp eat. tat stupid kazuki lar. in the end the stall there all not open. zzzz shldnt hav listen 2 him sia! well there went my lunch.......after tat, we walked 2 the front gate. den all decided to go home haha. leaving josh with the freak out look. lol well went home bored..... till now.

kay, lazy type le

BYE!

darn u always piss me off fk the hell out of ur .

2009-08-31T19:42:00.000-07:00

heyy

kinda 4got or too lazy to post lately. well exams were over a few weeks ago.BUT the eoys are coming again. sianz mus start studying. yupps yesterday was teachers day celebration. kinda enjoyed it. but hor mrs goh dun let us blast music!. was hoping 4 it to be blasted round the level. well there was pizza and snacks. hehe. chicky eat pizza eat the bread oli he go take off the filling on top put back in the box! wierd!well after tat me, phil, kazuki and josh went 2 find teachers. we kind missed like half the assembly. wellll. school was dissmissed at10 so me, ben, shi rong and wm went to find primary school chers. lol fun, we spent half and hour jus 2 find 1 cher. after tat, we crapped at kfc till bou 1++ so yeah after tat went home( i guess)
This was what happened yesterday so yeah.
i gtg out soon so bye!

lucius@!

2009-08-11T03:54:00.001-07:00

heyy!

okay finally blogging again . been quite awhile. hmmm today gt bak test results. hmmm nt too good. but gt improvement i tink ahahaha. well yar tats all.

bye!

2009-07-21T06:58:00.001-07:00

decided to not scold u back. if u every give tat ^%&% attitude again, i promise, u will be the talk of the school.

2009-06-26T06:16:00.000-07:00

yupp!

last day of outing with my buddy. lol. today went for bowling. yes! finally 2 strikes in a row. yippee! okay. play 2 match. my arm tired liao. lol! i used the 12 kg 1. damn heavy sia. well after tat went his house. com-ed. went for dinner and ate hokkien mee. BUT it was black in colour! with pork lard. didnt like it. so ate fried rice instead.yawn. 2 more days till school starts. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO i WANNA GO MALAYSIA NOW! lol. well last day of outing.
kay ]
gtg
bb!
lucius

2009-05-30T06:37:00.000-07:00

today

went to church was veri fun lol : D

lucius

2009-05-28T06:42:00.001-07:00

today

today was err report book day. the day which was the worst. result damn bad >< anyway morning. assembly blah blah blah. den i pa crew nid go do duty. wow got posted to the creativity hall to help with the fanicial talk. zzzzzz damn boring sia i almost sleep. daqmn it sia i missed the sec 3 fencing talk . stay there till 10.15 yawn. alone sia. nobody go with me . well keep u equipment. den recess! finally!but didnt get to eat. nida pass donation cards to all sec 3. tired. anyway after tat slack in pa room till end of school. see all the sec 2 play the sports i oso wan to play damn fun sia lar. especially water soccer. finally recgonise her. LOL.
okay i will end here too lazy to type le lol.

lucius! : )

2009-05-19T06:50:00.000-07:00

life is getting complicated. wah lao ah result AI YAH dun wan tok bout it.

2009-05-18T06:40:00.000-07:00

TODAY WAS FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-15T07:47:00.000-07:00

Left on the dying bed
Left all alone
Dying it was
dying it is
miss the phone
miss the tone
lonely it was
lonely it is
knife through de heart

2009-05-14T05:52:00.000-07:00

TODay!!!

morning waaa jam outside the school for more then half an hour t.t lol. den oh reach school early anyway hahas. den after school went to lan sianz!!! lost alot of money again lol!!! shld have used it for a better course for example....................... after lan, went to walk walk around tm there ALONE (so sad hor lol)... luckily met the pasir ris npap ppl. walk with them lol. tiring sia walk for more den 2 hr. after tat went home. sianz ai yah dun wan blog le cya!!

2009-05-09T02:21:00.000-07:00

today,
hmmm nonthing much jus some boring chinese tuition i wasnt suppose to go. kay
:D nonthing else

lucius

2009-05-03T06:03:00.000-07:00

today (sunday)

yeah! sunday again, finally so cool man. i always get to stay at home in the morning ALONE lol.
hehe at least a break for the week. hehe get to use computer lol. well use use use till like 11 den start studying. sianz lol study until like 2 ++ den parents come home. sia lar dey forget buy lunch for me. left some ham. darn it . so eat ham lor. lol well eat le den continue to study. study chem wah lao damn hard understand 1 chapter.den after tat continue study until damn late lar. lol round 6 like tat went for dinner. waaa the food queue damn long. mus wait. blah blah blah den after dinner went to buy mango waaa smells delicious sia . -go home- yar blogging like now. lol sianz going to study liao tmr gt english exam den the start of the rest. kays gtg
cya

lucius

2009-04-30T06:20:00.000-07:00

today
waaaa sports day. i run the 200m wah sia lar damn slow lorhh. basket sia !!! anyways my class small so 1 person had to take part in at least 1 event waaa so tiring. hahaha kazuki too part in 5 lor !!!! hahaha well not sure yet though but i dun tink many of the guys got in to the final round. sad sia anyway 3e did well YEAH !!!!!! well after sports heats. went to lan for while yeah play dota so lame my team lost. lol well good luck for the mid year exam everone!!!!!
cya

lg!

2009-04-27T03:58:00.000-07:00

today

27/4
hmm decided to post again cause i have been veri veri bored. anyways lets start. morning 6 woke up zzz damn tired did work till 12 yesterday yawn!! kenna drag by bro outa the bed or he would be late for school. anway reaqch school 7++ sianz so early somemore got no 1 zzzz. ya waited did stupid things. oh yeah decided to go buy a drink cause was thirsty. waaaa jin sua go down c guitar got jerlyn sia lar so sua!!!!! den when i returned to class we kept suaning kazuki on how he drop his IPHONE into the toilet HAHAHAHA msg gf too much lar. nex was assemble, waaa damn boring sia assembly sat there like a stone. Got reminded thaT there was sports heats tmr waaa sure die de. i running 4x100m and 200m sianzzzz!!!! go 3e!!!! well after assembly, got english waaa another stupid lesson so many ppl nvr do work all nid stand again lol. well pe after tat was not as good damn boring. cher made us do the 5 stations all over again EVEN THOSE TAT PASS WTH she didnt let us play game lor. 3f so lucky.......... welll the onli good thing tat happen for pe was tat i got A for standing board jump finally hahaha shuttlr run got a C too hehe improvement.hmmm after pe was maths wah lao ! SO HARD i cant get wats trigo mus go study again ltr hahaha . well continue on was recess YES!!! finally a break. continued suaning on how he dropped his IPHONE blah blah blah . OH AFTER RECESS SIANZ THE MOST BORING LESSON bio sianzzz......... cher was like tok tok tok den i almost fell alseep, in fact almost everyone was going to fall alseep. well blah blah blah ss was boring too till DNT yeah did the work stupid some people tried to cut a pear into half with the drilling machine. so lame... well nex lesson was HOME. waaa i cheong bak to class do chem shit sia forget to bring. den end up fahim not handing in today waste my time zzzzz . after tis went lan with nicholas, philip. damn fun we owned the com in generals. hahaha. came home slack till Now \
well gtg do my work le cya

lucius

2009-02-25T06:21:00.000-08:00

today
kinda freeky lar hmmm got nonthing much more to say sianz arrrr
bye bye

2009-02-23T01:40:00.000-08:00

today monday( bored)

anyways today skipped school lols. joking was down with a fever like for 2 days yesterday+today so had no mood to go to school. darn it yesterday laied in bed whole day tat i miss my show. anyway today woke up at 10 clock feeling rather sick,tired,headache and a bit better lol.wellll check temperature waaaaa 37.4 haha nvm bahh. anyway went to do necessary stuff den had breakfast wow homemade butter bread delicious!!!! (although i like crackers better lolX).after breaekfast my mum went to pick my bro up frm school so i was left at home hehehehe. zzzz started finishing up all the homework before going to watch tv which was already like ermmm 4 after watching lolx den errrrrrrrrrrrrr oh yah started to cor ppl bout todays homework as school + remedier ended already sia lar damn lots. anyways m going bak to school tmr miss me anybody?LOLXX
ps:( will be brining more of tat slime thing requested for) hahas:)
kays bye bye
cya tmr

2009-01-31T20:09:00.000-08:00

heyy ppl,

this for any1 who nids to know the position of the badges

singed

2009-01-30T21:28:00.001-08:00

today
hmmm waoke up early in the morning to go for chinese tuition lols damn long sia and tiring too casue i got chingay yesterday. sianz lor before chingay still nid to march.... den after tat chingay damn fun lors shout shout shout ya it was fun hahas. hui wen sooo kind sia offer us sterpsils. anyways bak to today, hmmmmm got home by bus but sua sua miss the bus-stop. DAMN IT so toke 1 hr to reach hm lols got home hmmm do nonthing till now. sian ar going to study les
cya ppl
hahas

2008-12-11T05:43:00.000-08:00

hellllooosss
haha finally felt like posting again anyways hmmmm lets start off with toda.hmmm wake up den
ermmm oh yah IMMEDIATELY start studying waaa damn tiring 10-12 sia sianzzzzzz worst thing is i got the sec 3 books alreadydamn it confirm tmr nid start on it liao.anyways after tat when to eat lunch. yeah my favvv baked potatos yum!! yum!! with ham some more. lols after tat hmmm ermms oh started doing nonthing casue my darn bro went to use the com for his stupid MAPLE!!! i dun believe it man. den hors, at 3 went to use comm hehe finally. den ermmm ermmm ai yah skip till after dinner. yah after dinner, went to hav a game of squash. hehehe so fun. but the racket was so dirty make my hands all black. like charcol like tat. welll after tat went upp annd started blooging u ntil now. ermmm nid go le
byeessss

2008-10-09T07:28:00.001-07:00

hey guyys
hmmm today
holiday but quite boring woke up with headache welll used com ....all the way till 2
had fun toking on msn rofl
anyways my parents when to see my grandmom in hospital and my bro went to school so yeps i m free the entire afternoon. was so sianz went to slp anyway
woke up den continue to use com hahaha.i was suppose to go lan at 10 today but didnt go since i was too lazy wells anyway i m going tmr round 3.hahaha
welll started using com till now lols
nonthing more to type le
bwaiis
rofl

2008-09-11T06:48:00.000-07:00

hmmms today hahas
nonthing usual jus wake up den blah blah blah
wow today the most boring sia, got maths(ok lar especially with mr chia)den history den english
waaaaaa tiring sia 3hrs in a row the class is like half alseep. waaa history copy notes waaa copy like crap hand wan break liao.
anyways english, teacher tok bout our result and wat jc/ poly we going to
hahas aimming for tjc/ tp hahas nid to work hard.
anyways after tat go recess, eat eat eat sianz no more allowance liao :( hahas .
after tat lit hahas teacher nvr come, the class turned to a market place half the time we were laughing and toking , quite fun though hahas.
after tat, sci , at the start of the lesson it was a bit funny ith the jokers cracking jokes hahas
but further more the classs b came more and more boring. hahas anyways after tat, chapal
hahas tat was the most fun part we were laughing like crazy. at the last part waaa all of us guys because of regent(i tink) were squash up into 1 part of the bench. hahas we were laughing like crazy

After chapal, went to buy bubble tea with philip hahas
treat him den went home philip accompinied me to the bus stop. hahas
tok bout global warming and the allowance money we have hahas.
hmmm after went home ermmm got tuition liao sianz
went there and learnt bout colours
hahas den blah blah blah
came home after dinner started studying till right abouttttttttttttttttttt
NOW
hahaas blogging and too sianz to type liao gtg
bwaaaiiiiisss

2008-09-10T04:03:00.000-07:00

heLOA
hahas jus posting today hahas for fun 'sianz skool aagin BORING
anyways if i get:
3AS for exam =psp/iphone
hahas anyways didny study today i m soooooooo lazy
anyways gtg
BYeSes BysES

u look quite ha[ppy is it true idunno hahas the war i fight its not winning nor its losing it on and on and on hahas u are 1 of the best person i know in my life its ur will jyjy i will always

2008-09-07T03:10:00.000-07:00

Do you know?
Do you know?
Do you know what it feels like loving someone thats in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed? If birds flying south is a sign of changes At least you can predict this every year Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly I can�t get it to speak Maybe if I knew all the things it took to save us I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me Look in your eyes to see something about me Im standing on the edge and I dont know what else to give.

Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?
How can I love you?
How can I love you?
How can I love you?
How can I love you?
If you just don�t talk to me, babe. I flow through my act There's a question: Is she needed? And decide all the man I can ever be. Looking at the last 3 years like I did I could never see us ending like this.
(Do you know?)
Seeing your face no more on my pillow Is a scene that�s never ever happened to me.
(Do you know?)
But after this episode I don�t see [these lyrics are found on http://www.songlyrics.com] You could never tell the next thing life could be

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that�s in a rush to throw you away? Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?
Do you know what it feels like loving someone that is in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?
(Do you know?)
(Do you know?)
(Do you know?)
(Do you know?)
Do you know what it feels like loving someone that is in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?
Do you know what it feels like loving someone that is in a rush to throw you away?
(Do you know how it feels?)
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?
(Do you know how it feels?)
(Do you know? Do you know? Do you know? Do you?)
(Do you know? Do you know? Do you know? Do you?)

2008-09-01T20:35:00.000-07:00

hmmm
posting today just for fun
hehehe\
today wake up eat breakfast MOON CAKE YUMMY hahas
rested for a while den went to study chinese so guai hor
hahas JK
hmmm study study study till now 11 nored ... trying to get gg working but the software doesnt seem to like me. hahas
anyway gave up and start posting on blog. sianz cause of the stupid atp, i cant visit myy friend gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. anyways i gtg wan go try deota again
byeesss

2008-08-25T05:12:00.000-07:00

love life is sweet,sad,pain, happy..
the triangle is worst
sad memories
pain gaa
internal war will happen
sadness will start
heartbroken
sweet lovely
happens
soon
wish u luck
hahas: )

2008-08-13T07:07:00.000-07:00

heyys
okok i will be posting more frequently again. nonthing much though. hai yah common test my result so low but i passed chinses finally YES lols any way rest of them didnt fail but got veri low sianz. veri sad anyways went out today cycling and had some fun. lols finally came home round 6 and started using com till bout bout now? lols anways gtg so tats all lols bb
ermmm
byeeeeeeeess
lols

2008-08-09T23:07:00.000-07:00

heyys
jus bored at home hmmm woke up realise parents gone to church lols.
time on my own till now
come home hmmm they spoil my mood sianz any currently waiting for pone cor lols
u dun hav to know who well hope the rest of my results are good lols.
anyway tats all for not gtg
byeess

2008-07-09T05:58:00.000-07:00

TODAY
uploading cause SOME GUY asked me to do so. SOME GUY yold me to do so.
ahem start with today. lols
wake up den blah blah bah yeah had to go to sch early today. casue of some pupil lack assembly performance. woke up at 7. gahh was late liao. reached sch bout 7.30 ;) was late but nvm. when i reach the area, saw gwen,joey,don, and a few others there. they were trying to carry joey on 4 sticks. which was quite amazing. the asked me to try carring so i tried. wah joey damn heavy sia lols. after a while more. a few ncos came and the place was filled with laughter. hakial and aldrich were so damn funnhy couldnt stop laughing.
after few more practice, was time for sch, so we rushed back to class. was nearly late
THE DAY WENT SMOOTHLY AND I M TOO LAZY TO RITE BOUT IT
after sch me eleazer and kane went lan. played c and c and dota. laughed as we played. after tat went home. started using com till nw
yep tats all
byees